Are you kidding me?

How dare you call ME for a product, you dumb old woman and act like a jerk!
Are you serious? You want to know if there is a AAA or senior discount on a fucking pair of TWEEZERS you saw on TV? Unbelieveable!
Sometimes I wish I could reach through the phone and strangle people.

Oh, and the wrong number calls! If you dial the wrong number, and I tell you it's the wrong number, why do you ask me what the number is that you want to call? How do I know?
I DON'T!


So maybe working from home isn't the best. I mean, I love rolling out of bed and working in my PJs. I like being home with the dogs, not having a boss looking over my shoulder.
But the people that call! Every day I am amazed.
But I could never go back to an office now! I can't deal with catty women and office politics. Working from home makes me feel like I have control... and I do. I can work the schedule I pick (which is still 8-5 anyway!)...

I'm so confused on what I want to do in life.
Look at me, living with my husband at my parent's house...
We can't get our house sold, I'm in cramped quarters and surrounded by clutter!
I'd love to know why JD and I just can't be happy with what we have.
Nothing is really wrong with the house, besides the fact it's too small and could implode at any given moment.
I always want something better... bigger house, better car, more money, expensive things.
I can't settle.
That would be my biggest nightmare. To just settle for the hand I've been dealt.

Someday I will have my pottery business up and running.
I will sell one of my photographs.
BarkArt Studio will be a business, whether it thrives or not.
All I want to do is be outside with my dogs (and hubby), travel, take pictures and spends hours editing them! Is that too much to ask? Oh, and have time for pottery, too.

I just can't seem to get out of this rut I'm stuck in: mentally, physically, emotionally.
My ideas and dreams... I can see them "on the horizon".
I just can't get there!


Blah. I'm going to edit photos and post them on here later.