I need a crystal ball.
Or a legitimate psychic.
I just need to see where I'm going to be in 5 years.
I'd even be willing to only see 2 years.
How am I supposed to make decisions about my life and the path I'm on if I have no idea where I'm going?
Is there something or someone out there more fulfulling for me? For him?
Will all the pieces fall into place as soon as we're released from each other?
Or are we supposed to stay where we are, ride out the storm and see what manifests?
I'm exhausted because once we weather one storm, here comes another.
Constant setbacks.
Past behaviour is an indicator of future behaviour.
How do people make huge decisions?
LIFE decisions, not just huge decisions.
I've made a few life changing decisions in my time.
I am better and worse because of those choices.
I wish there was a re-do button.
But there is no rewind, no take backs.
There's no way to see into the future.
And that is why people stay where they are.
Because it's easier to be unhappy than it is to be alone.
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